I am getting onto 50, I have smoked in 2 periods of my life. 14 to 28 yo, then from 39 to now.

I was a nobhead for starting again, but I have committed to stop this disgusting habit for good. In my 2nd phase of smoking, I tried what I did when I gave up smoking the first time, Cold turkey. I have really tried, so hard but this time but the nicotine monster had me in his grip, I can't.

I have discovered vaping, it has worked. I have now gone over 4 weeks without a cigarette. But now I have a problem, I have replaced my smoking with a vape. Lost Mary disposables. This is very expensive, but a lot better then cigarettes. It has been so much better to my life.

Is there a cheaper way? Can you guide me to a refillable vape? Better option?

I am a nobhead for starting again, but I need options on the alternative, as Cigarettes are for absolute knobs like me, I do not want to go back.

Thank you in advance for advice.